This is a journal I never thought I would have to write. Normally my thoughts are the domain of fountain pens and drawing pens and flowing ink becoming sketches words and thoughts waxing philiosophic in that enigmatic artspeak way. All that changed for me New Years Day, Sunday January 1st, 2012! The appropriate cliche my “world and life” would never be the same again” is stinging ,succinct and accurate.
Healing
Haven’t been too active here but I am in the midst of replanning the rest of me life. Besides dealing with treatments etc, which are basically over, Continue reading
VIEWING THE CREATOR BY © ROY BOURKEL
There was once a guy who’s sole purpose in life was and still is to create. He was very prolific. Many songs, paintings, music writing and musings, all sounds positive doesn’t it? One major flaw with his method and madness. Continue reading
After a night at a very trendy bar
oH GOD BLESS THOSEMIGHTHTMARISH STEROIDS
There wandering eyes found one another in the flickering candlelit perfume thick air of what was just another pick up joint He NOTICED THAT SHE WAS EASILY OUTSTARING Him Their probing orbs seemed to be locked in aVelcro vice like grip. That they just couldn’t tear away staring from one another.
Friends
TO THE RIGHT OF ME , FRIENDS ALL AROUND ME. FRIENDS WHO AREN’T AFRAID TO SPEAK THEIR MINDS. FRIENDS FULL OF COMPASSION. I WOULD’NT BE WHERE I AM TODAY WITHOUT THEM! I’M SURE ‘CAUSE THEY’RE HUMAN, THEY WOULDN’T MIND BEING WITHOUT ME AT TIMES. Continue reading
Compassion
One of my biggest fears is large quantities of verbal spillage without much substance. My second greatest fear is to come across pompous and pontificating. this is such a personal and sometimes painful journey and don’t want to build this feeling of exclusivity and that you couldn’t possibly understand unless you are part of the big “C” club! Continue reading
Kaleidoscope
I’ve been thinking lately that if you really want to learn about us humans and what we’re capable of doing and doing to one another just get ill or inherit money or win the Lotto Continue reading
Just for my own edification, what would an appropriate word or series of words be that would describe somebody who says to you “If there’s anything i can do, please call”.,and you take them up on their offer and their response is basically tantamount to “i can’t or won’t help you. I have certainly come up with countless adjectives and descriptive phrases to describe this ilk of human being. Continue reading
News Flash
Went to my oncologist yesterday,he told me my blood looked good. I’m guessing this is decent news coming from an oncologist. OF COURSE AFTER ALL MY PROCEDURES WHICH APPARENTLY END AROUND APRIL 3, THEY WILL NO DOUBT DO AN MRI TO MAKE SURE THAT THE LITTLE BASTARD hasn’t come back or tried to return.